If you haven't heard that The Event is coming - I'm here to tell you I'm a believer now.
The Event is not clearly defined, but it has something to do with Energy - Divine Energy, and it is all good. Lots of people are starting to get information about it from their guides, through dreams, and through hypnosis. It's possible that The Event will be a physically manifested phenomenon (described variously as a wave of colored energy sweeping over the planet - EVERYONE will see/experience it). This could be overwhelming and might freak people out who don't know what it is. That's where all of us Woo people come in.
Maybe it will happen to people individually - perhaps it will be this physical phenomenon that we will all see (that would be sooooo cool) - or maybe nothing noteworthy will happen at all.
I'm an unusually skeptical Medium. I question myself and the information I receive all the time. Perhaps it's Nursy me, Biochemistry major me (didn't finish that - got an English degree instead), or the replay in my head of my Dad, telling me that I couldn't possibly hear my mom singing because she was dead.
After he died, he came to me saying, "Why didn't you tell me about all this?" Well, Dad, I did, but you called bullshit.
I am a Medium, a psychic, and an Empath. I don't do anything with crystals or cards or any of the other esoteric things that abound in the spiritual community. I am uncomfortable if I have no direct experience. I much prefer speaking from a place of been there, done that. I've been out of body to heaven, I've been in past lives. And now I've had an Energy experience like no other before. Wowser!
On March 29, I had just awakened from sleep but had not opened my eyes. I became aware of writing, not in my mind's eye like I usually see things or the vision that is "through my eyelids." On the back of my eyelids, on black background, these words:
YOU ARE AT THE EVENT
The words were grey, but I could see them. I thought, "What event? I don't see an event. What event?" Then a pause of a millisecond and I thought, "Oh! THAT Event!"
As soon as I thought this, I experienced an internal burst of energy that came from my 3rd Chakra (just below my ribs) and rapidly expanded in all directions - like explosion fast. The energy was not external. It started internally. It wasn't a jolt of fear. Words don't describe it. It felt good, blissful. And HUGE.
I just laid there for about ten minutes waiting for the vibrating to decrease - it felt like I was ringing like a bell - my whole body was vibrating. The shock wave even had a sound - very much like the Seismic charges in Star Wars.
I NEVER have this stuff happen to me. Being a Medium is weird enough, but this was amazing. When I got up, I laughed because I'm so dense sometimes that the Universe has to tell me what is going on so that I can't argue about it. I got a sign. A real one. That said, "YOU ARE AT THE EVENT." And I still didn't realize what it meant at first. Sheesh. "Here's Your Sign."
I'm hoping that from now on when I open a clients' Soul Book, I'll see something about The Event - what is it - what happens next?
The only thing I know for sure is that it is 100% good. No fear. I'm happy that now if someone comes to me with a strange Energy experience, I've had one of my own. It helps with understanding.
PS - It wasn't a dream. I've been dreaming all my life. It wasn't a dream. I do not feel different from the experience in my day to day life, nor did it increase my abilities in a way I've noticed. I wish it made me more graceful!
I frequently get questions about Money. It makes sense as Money tends to have so much cultural weight that we can tie ourselves up in knots thinking about it. I find it helpful, when someone first poses a question about money, to ask them to define the qualifiers they inevitably add: enough, a comfortable amount, enough for me and some to be generous with, as much excess as possible (usually said with a laugh because this idea makes us uncomfortable).
It is also usually a question for the future, which has unique quirks.
But Money is a physical thing that represents Energy - and the representation is so ingrained that Money becomes Energy.
A bonus for a job well done may give you an actual jolt of happiness. You may feel indifference, or joy, or frustration when you get your regular salary. Paying taxes may make you feel sick to your stomach, or proud that you are paying your share. Money (Energy) has attached value due to where we are sending it, or from where we receive it, and our perceived value of that situation. Hmmmm.
Energy is an exchange - it is neither created nor destroyed. You put Energy into something, Energy returns to you in the form of money, or love, or joy, or however the Universe finds to return that Energy. It's not a 1:1 relationship, and certainly not a perfect exchange, but we expect a reaction from an action. If you are willing to accept love, joy, and Source Energy as your return, accept Money as well, and begin to think of it in this way.
During Readings, I often look at money questions with a Relationship Rose - a Psychic/Mediumship/Akashic Records symbolic representation with Roses that shows me you and your relationship to something. It can be a person, a job, or even money. I have been surprised, amused, and horrified by what I see when I look at how you are in relationship to your money.
My favorite one so far has been where the client is like a teenage girl with a crush. Interested, attracted, desperate, giggly, avoiding. To me, that's been the best representation of how many of us feel about money - like the first infatuations in life - clumsy, awkward, feeling undeserving and not worthy. We can't quite understand this strange being, but we like it and want to be with it more. But we are scared of it too - what if something goes wrong?
Because we exist, we are loved beyond measure - not for what we do or who we are. This love is Energy - available to us if we just accept it.
I invite you to think about how you view Money. Then take some time to think about how you view love, or joy, or Source Energy. All of these should be received easily (but we make it difficult). The challenge, the goal is to receive Energy in return for the Energy you are - as an Exchange - and in whatever form you desire.
I thought it might benefit those who are not sure about booking a reading with me if I give you examples of what I do, and how I do it, and how it is evolving every time, almost every day.
When I say I "Read your energy" - what does that mean and what do I and/or you do with that information?
Energy is the first information I receive from you - and this is how it usually goes:
I begin with asking you to say your given name and then spell it for me. The vibration (energy) of your name and the vibration of your voice lets me "find" you. I have no idea how it works, but it feels like when you are looking for a certain word in a "Find a Word" puzzle, and you suddenly see it - your focus zeros in on it. Only my focus isn't on paper, it's on energy, space, vibration, "out there."
I then ask you (usually telepathically) if I may see your energy body. There are different levels of energy bodies, but "energy body" simplifies the explanation. I don't usually say this out loud to prevent confusion. I believe that I am speaking with your Higher Self when I ask this and on rare occasion have been told "no." So your soul will not let me see your energy if you don't want me to.
Then you show up in my awareness. Sometimes I see colors in my mind's eye, like a memory or imagination, and sometimes I just feel it.
I describe to you what I see (I Read your energy), and if my guides or your guides want me to interpret or explain something, I will. Often, I just give you what I get. It is for you to know and come to understand. So think about what the movement, colors, and shapes could mean to you. Sometimes your interpretation is much more critical to your understanding that anything I could say.
It's also just a snapshot of the moment. It doesn't mean your aura is a particular color or shape. These colors come about from the light that you are as an extension of Source, and like sunlight going through a prism, they result in color - you are a prism, and the condition of this prism expresses color and shape.
I spend a few minutes on describing what I see because I wouldn't see it if it meant nothing. This description (and oh, how I wish I could draw or paint) is my chance to help you to see the brilliant, fantastic embodiment that you are. If I say that Princess Diana's wedding dress is white - that is true - but it leaves out a multitude of details that allow you to form a picture in your mind. So, I endeavor to give you a Reading of what your energy looks like at the moment.
If your energy body looks shabby or dull, I will tell you. It's not a judgment. You should see mine on Saturday morning when my dog wakes me up to go potty at 4 am. Sometimes the process of having a Reading done makes you feel vulnerable, exposed, anxious, fearful, and those emotions show up. I read for a friend not too long ago who was very hesitant, and her energy swirled in slowly on the floor and gradually "stood up" when I said out loud to her, "I see you - you're safe."
To be honest, I don't know why my guides structure my Readings this way. Maybe in their Universal Humor, they are starting every conversation with the basics - energy - and when I see you as that pure form, then your soul responds with joy at being seen as you truly are - brilliant light.